Fatigue

I feel so tired these few days. This is probably due to menstruation. By the way, I bought a wristwatch just now. It's really nice. And it matches my glasses. This one.

That's Jane. She's so cool. Haha. Actually I wanted to look at the watches with her. But finally I ended up purchasing the watch by myself cos' it was too tempting. Sorry, Jane!

Hehe

So full. Lalala~
Today I had mapo tofu, 5 french fries and a popcorn chicken from KFC, Cacao Green and Nam Loong's Chinese sponge cake and golden sand bun (400+100+200+250+350=1300 Cals). Actually my goal is 500 Cals but obviously it failed. And yeah. My weight was 45.25 kg in the morning. Not too shabby.

I think I'll gain weight tomorrow. That means I have to avoid going to Freddo with Ndoel and Jane. Sorry. Can't get fatter anymore cos' I'll hate myself.

I feel damn full now. OMG. Hate the way I look. And just now Ndoel commented that my legs were small. Who is she kidding???!!!!! Tell me the truth, please.

Anyways, gonna post some pictures of myself :P

HOI!

I'm freaking stressed. Because of HOI. It's killing me. Today I spent several hours on it and came out with 2 decent paragraphs (compared to yesterday's horrible ones). I redid the essay and imma finish doing this pain in the ass assignment tomorrow. Hopefully.

Also, today I didn't eat that much, thankfully. I ate milk, honey stars and berries for brekkie, 2 glasses of low fat smoothie for lunch and 3 oranges and a few potato chips for dinner which accumulates to 400+400+300=1100 Cals. It's just a rough estimation, anyways. I'm so determined to reach the weight of 45.0 kg cos when I have reached it, I'll allow myself to reply my new friend's 'How's life'. I know that this is such a lame reason but I hope it motivates me to eat less.

Mad

Yesterday I ate so much that I wanna cry. I had a low fat smoothie, brown rice with anchovies, a scoop of ice cream, junior Cacao Green yogurt ice cream with chocolate cheesecake topping, 4 pieces of terang bulan and 2 klepons (250+300+250+300+1200+200=2500 Cals). OMG.
And today I had a bottle of diet Schweppes ginger ale, a muesli bar and a Subway 6 inch tuna sandwich (21+400+600=1021 Cals). All right. So I went on a binge for 2 days straight. No more eating tonight. Only water. No more of this shit. I feel so fat. My stomach's swelling. I'll just blame myself if my weight does not fall to 45.5 kg by Sunday night.
I think I'm unqualified for my skinny jeans cos' I'm so fat. I wanna fast but food is too tempting? I hope that I can fast on Sundays to commemorate Christ's resurrection.

UPDATE:
I had Nando's regular fries and chocolate mousse (1000 Cals) after that for dinner. Damn. Gotta go to the gym now. Just weighed myself, 46.8 kg. OMG. I am just gonna survive on muesli bars tomorrow. No more Cacao Green or Starbucks for me.

It's 1.45 AM and I don't feel like sleeping. Instead, I feel like watching City Hunter until tomorrow. However, the downside is that I'll be exhausted tomorrow during the Math 2 lecture. 

Abui!

Abui is coming to Melbourne! OMG finally I can see her on 14th of September!

Recently,  I tried to eat brown rice and now then I realize that 5 cups of water is needed to cook 1/2 cup of brown rice. Yesterday I failed at cooking it as I used too little water and the product was like uncooked brown rice. No wonder it was so crunchy.

Skype later! For plan >> Hope that it will be successful

My cousin made this. Isn't he a great cook? And it tastes so good. I want it nao! It's damn fattening though.

Kpop Festival 2011

Guess what. My parents allow me to watch this.

 I'm so excited! And at least I have heard the names of all these bands before. SNSD and B2ST <3 Oh gosh. I hope that I can get a really good seat >< and snap lotsa pictures of them! The tickets aren't sold yet though. Also, I have to fly to Sydney to watch them. But it's all worth it, of course. These are the bands which will be performing.

<3 and my parents allow me to travel to Sydney just to watch this concert because my brother is going with me.

Saturday

Yea it's a Saturday. Yesterday I watched a Korean drama called 49 Days and it is fine. The Scheduler is handsome and he looks like B2ST's rapper.

Erm I'm bored right now la. But what to do. Should I go out and study or do my Maths? I should totally do that.