Thursday, 18 August 2011

Mad

Yesterday I ate so much that I wanna cry. I had a low fat smoothie, brown rice with anchovies, a scoop of ice cream, junior Cacao Green yogurt ice cream with chocolate cheesecake topping, 4 pieces of terang bulan and 2 klepons (250+300+250+300+1200+200=2500 Cals). OMG.
And today I had a bottle of diet Schweppes ginger ale, a muesli bar and a Subway 6 inch tuna sandwich (21+400+600=1021 Cals). All right. So I went on a binge for 2 days straight. No more eating tonight. Only water. No more of this shit. I feel so fat. My stomach's swelling. I'll just blame myself if my weight does not fall to 45.5 kg by Sunday night.
I think I'm unqualified for my skinny jeans cos' I'm so fat. I wanna fast but food is too tempting? I hope that I can fast on Sundays to commemorate Christ's resurrection.

UPDATE:
I had Nando's regular fries and chocolate mousse (1000 Cals) after that for dinner. Damn. Gotta go to the gym now. Just weighed myself, 46.8 kg. OMG. I am just gonna survive on muesli bars tomorrow. No more Cacao Green or Starbucks for me.

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